Distressed.

Another weekend spent with my bessy ciana. Every time she visit here in bicol, we always make time to shoot.  We love doing this. As usual she arrived early at my crib bc the place of the shoot is in our house. And yeah we don't have a specific theme for our photo shoot so we scattered my clothes on my bed to look for pieces, to mix and match contrasting pieces. Too much pair of clothes to wear and my bed is so chaotic at that time. But unfortunately I ended up wearing the basic pieces. Obviously I'm wearing a distressed jeans and a button down, grubby keds sneakers. Actually my peg here in my look is Georgina Wilson. 

 xoxo

Somber

There are days i feel somber. Sometimes it's too hard to smile. 

And some days there's nothing to smile about. 

What do you do when everyone is moving forward and you just can't?

I'm badly stuck. I don't know what to do. And the worst part is that sometimes I'd hardly stare blankly at nothing for hours. Feels like I've ran out of beautiful thoughts and ideas. I want to draw. I want to dance. I want make a poetry. I want to design. I want to do a lot of things but suddenly something changed. I got tired and my mind went crazy with all this. Sometimes it's just easier to hide under my covers and ignore everyone. You know sometimes I even ignore myself. Did you know that was possible? Bc it is.  I don't mind being anti-social. I keed.  Well it all ends here. 

xoxo

Contentment = Real Happiness.

Everyone wants to be happy. But not everyone get the real happiness that they want. Some just like to pretend that they're happy even if they really not. Some are innately fortunate to have that real happiness. And some are doomed that they need to find the joy to have that REAL happiness kuno. 

God doesn't give everything in just one blast to a human being for example like when you wish to him that you want this and that etc. after a day or when you woke up the next day your wish is already granted. Definitely not like that. This is no fairy tale. We are making our own fate. And the reason why he didn't give all the blessings in an individual like us, me and everyone is that because he wants people to work for it before getting, reaching, having that satisfaction that we all wanted. And for him to know who really deserves and who truly works for it. Come to think of it. No one is perfect right? No one is blessed with all the talents,money,happiness,love,etc.

BUT each of us has our own uniqueness. Not everyone naturally knew their talent. Some have to figure out their talent for them to know it and also to show the world what it is. The reason why people find it so hard to be happy is that they're not content on what they have. Its the reality that we need to accept. We have to open our eyes and deal with it and make the best out of it to have a bright and happy life. It's just a matter of contentment. We have to accept our own uniqueness.

xoxo

Life Rage

 I had this  huge dilemma about Djeans. I was inspired by miley’s DJ so I made one for my own. 

White, black and gray.  Who can go wrong with this color combination? I diy’ed my black jeans. I ripped it off.  I decided to combine all my thoughts about this outfit because of this pair of tattered jeans. I’ve gone cray cray bout’ this tattered jeans and fell wildly in love with it.  I paired my DJ with my f21 loose crop top. This top is the comfiest I’ve got to wear so far of all my clothes. The fabric is so gentle, the softness of its cloth. Superb! To make my look even more sophisticated, I wore a pair of Dm’s. Doc Martens my favorite brand of boots aside from Timb.  I got my dm’s 4years ago back  when I was in High School  my dad bought it for me. Well, I guess my Dm’s is always having an exposure on my outfit.  Anyhow, I know. I know this is so late for my blog post. But it’s not too late rght? 

Hype the look here: